The only questions you are allowed to have are when is he going to cum and will he let you suck it again tomorrow.
Your mouth was made to suck cock.
Of course she broke up with you as soon as your girl found out you like to wear her clothes and dream of sucking cock. Now you are her little sissy bitch, gagging on whatever dick she tells you to and cleaning her pussy of cum after she fucks her new man. Looks like everyone’s a winner. Well, except you, you’ll always be a loser.
Acceptance is the first step.